im rich bitch...

im rich bitchhh....

at first glance, this seems like a joke, but when you really look at the picture, we can see a much deeper meaning. We may have money, but we are still in shackles. We are prisoners to the system, to consumerism, to society--and the kicker is, we dont even know it. Money and no freedom-- is it worth it?

Powerful stuff.

the world is yours

"A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart."

I have a vision of the future. For the last several days, it constantly plays in my head. When my mind wanders, it finds its way there--in a time and place of uncertainty. I find myself afraid, anxious, nervous, and hopeful. Its there I see my life and its there I see... I don't like to get too detailed and too descriptive about dreams--for they exist in a different reality and they always seem just at the fingertips. able to barely graze its side before it finds its way into the abyss of some inopportune time. I dont want ruin this by telling the world. I dont want to jinx it. I want to cherish it, to pull it close and cover its face so it never has to see the ugly truth, to be part of the system of impossibility.

I hold in my heart ambivalence. I always wait for tomorrow, never understanding that it will never arrive.