Food Poison (the worst kind of poison)
So you are telling me food is poisonous? But I love food! I really dont know what I ate to make me feel so sick. All I had for dinner yesterday was some rice with chicken. Well it could be from that celery/baby carrots and ranch thing I had after. A part of me did think it was a bit chunky. Also, I am starting to believe that my apartment has become a petri dish of disgust, germs, bacteria, and disease. It is just riddled with unrelenting mess dealt by someone else's hands. While I was washing dishes, I did take a whiff of something foul. That could have possibly sent parasites through my flaring nostrils and into my helpless chiseled body. For whatever reason (either one, none, or all the ones listed), I have been confined to my bed (stomach in agony I might add) eating protein bars I stole from shohei listening to some gloomy deathcab with nothing else to do but write. I do have shit load of reading, but my head keeps spinning...so that is entirely out of the question...so here I write while bedridden in this hell...
I AM A FOOL!
There is not a single moment that passes in a day where I think I am anything short of a fool. I mean I am an idiot. Like an oaf, a retard, simply a FOOL. It is entirely foolish to hang on to someone who doesnt care about you. It is also exceedingly dumb to the one billionth power to clutch with dear life to a person that is in love with someone else. Some things just cant be helped. I know better, but I just want...
wait.....stomach hurts.............................................brb
(ok sigh)
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